As it stands, this is likely just going to be read by myself, for my own accountability or something -- I don't want to make this public because I don't want to be judged. I mock my husband a fair but about caring a lot about what people think of him, and I talk a big game about not caring what other people think of me, but it's a fabulous crock of shit when it all boils down, because I absolutely hate people judging me. I shouldn't care what people think of me, buuuut we all know how that goes. I'm insecure and self-conscious to an extreme amount. It doesn't help that I just stand out. I think that's my biggest annoyance - I'm always noticed. Thanks for that, dad. Had to pass on your build.
Right, the judged part. Rambling. Either way, I may eventually link this up to my public profiles or something, but for now I like the solace of knowing this isn't going to go anywhere.
Except to bed.
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